Tuesday, 16 February 2016

Being Mistresses sissy

Hi friends :-)

Lucy can be lots of things but the most important thing is that she (I) belong to Mistress.  We went shopping recently at IKEA and found some interesting stuff. Who would have ever known that a sissy can find such nice bits...

(Skirt and gloves from IKEA - the rest are lucys :-)  

So the following day Mistress decided it was time for dress up.  The corset went on first - Mistress pulled it in tight and then even tighter.  Breathing always get a little harder at this point and my weenie always starts to respond and stiffen and then Mistress locks it...

All locked in with no escape...

And then next came the hoops for the skirt followed by the skirt and then my high heels.  The combination was intoxicating.  Then finally the head harness with the large ball gag.  No noise to be made by sissy.    Mistress told me to close my eyes and started grabbing her property under the dress.  My weenie was already hard from the fabric and looking at myself. I felt amazing and it looked amazing.  Mistress stroked it and pulled her property and sucked it - It felt so good.  I was balancing on my heels my breathing restricted - my mouth stuffed full and unable to speak.  I was feeling very sexy and extremely turned on.   Mistress stopped and told me to lean against the bed.   I felt my skirt being lifted and I was told to spread my legs and felt Mistress applying lube to my bottom before I felt her finger probing me deep.   I was moaning and groaning.   Then Mistress removed her fingers and I felt the strap on push hard into my bottom.   Mistress grabbed my hips and pounded me hard,  The pressure on my bottom was incredible and I could here Mistress getting more and more turned on.   And then she orgassmed.   A major orgasm and pulled herself out of me leaving me flat and used on the bed.  I feel in my place when this happen's - like the little slut I am,   I cannot help myself and wait for the day when Mistress brings me to orgasm from her taking me in this way.

She told me sort my skirt and I was going downstairs to do some jobs...


I was told to make sure I did everything right or I would be in trouble.  But I was very happy in my work.  I looked like a real sissy and love my shoes..

Love these shoes - Thanks Evans!

I now have to wait until we are alone - but cannot wait!

Hugs and Kisses
Lucy x

Friday, 20 November 2015

Lucy - Live in 3D

While I was at sexpo I had the chance to visit a stand by 3dscan bot.

You can now see Lucy in 3D....


SPOL041 by 3DSCANBOT on Sketchfab

Tuesday, 17 November 2015

Sexpo - A little bit of a revelation

Well, Sexpo was last weekend (12-14 November) and Lucy went on the Saturday...

I started getting ready on Friday, a shave (my face) - although no one sees that :-) and then out came the Nair hair removal creme.  I love this brand and in the local shops you can buy it for about 99p a tube.  An absolute steal.  1 Tube will do two arms, or two legs or my back or my front - so it makes it quick and cost effective.   Oh and if you use it go for the sensitive one and don't leave it on longer than 6 minutes - and never on your male bits (assuming your a guy reading this lol !)...

So I was in the bathroom sorting myself out and in came Mistress.  She was colouring her hair and she was also having a bath.  It was a little surreal.  Me taking all my hair off - Mistress doing the same both doing what girls are meant to do.

Afterwards we went upstairs and got out all the bits that make Lucy.  Shoes, skirt, top, hair, my torso, and the chastity belt (behindbarz.co.uk)  - the belt was the reason for the visit to sexpo. I had agreed to go down and help on there stand and told them Lucy was coming.  So my bag was packed my nails looked lovely and next day I was up and going down on the train...

I love it when my nails are painted and they looked amazing.  Mistress had done them for me and I had grown them.  They were truly beautiful.

I got to sexp and find behindbarz and told the two Jo's (Mistress Jo and Mr Joe) that I was very nervous and was told I would be fine... I hoped so I was very very scared.  I looked around the show and saw lots of interesting sites like puppy pride - there was about 6-8 people dressed in latex and a puppy hood being dogs - this helped settle my nerves a little and I remembered what Mistress said that I would be behind a mask so no one would know it was me.

After about 4 hours at the show the time had came so I went to the disabled toilets with Mistress Jo and another lady.  I got as far as I could on my own - it was so hot - so the latex stockings I planned on wearing just couldn't get them on.  Belt went on my little red skirt and the torso and then I opened the door so that Mistress Jo and her helper  could help lace me in and do my hair etc.  I was ready.  The door opened and out walked Lucy into the busy sexpo arena.  I was concentrating in walking properly as my heels are quite high.  Nice and black and shinny.  But instantly people were looking and there faces looked quite shocked.  I was on the stand.  Joe greeted me

"Bloody ell phil"

Lucy on Behind Barz stand at Sexpo :-) 

My lovely high heels ....

It made me smile and that was it - Lucy was on - I stood still - a lady on a stand opposite looked very freaked out.  I had been talking to her on and off most of the day but she still looked a little freaked but I was calm.  I was Lucy - I was enjoying myself.  It wasnt long before people walking past either ignored me or looked really scared off me - that was a bit unsettling but I soon found it funny.

A rather chunky black guy walked past the outer edge of the stand three time and then came over and wanted to take a selfie with me.  No problem :-)  This would not be the last one of the day.

My confidence was growing and now I was doing what I had planned to do - I had a sash with I'm Lucy I'm behind barz and I was showing anyone who wanted to see the beautiful belt what it was all about.  I was getting hot but thoughtfully I had been provided with water and a straw :-)

Behind Barz chastity belt :-)

I was now ready and started to walk around sexpo.  I could see people staring and stopping and loved every minute.  The questions on why - Why not?

"I saw a program on channel4 about this..." - that was one comment ...


Then a stand owner - who obviously was a slave - big metal collar and a latex dress and a friend..

Her friend said..

"Oh no - you look freaky - I really don't like it"

And the stand owner said and smiled "I think you look beautiful darling"

I saw some "celebs" Farah Abraham promoting her molded vagina - I waved at her she waved back and looked a little unsettled.

I had more selfies taken - with a bunch of girls who wanted to kiss me (on the cheek).

Selfies with two guys and a lady..

I wonder where they will turn up :-)

I had a 3d scan done buy www.3dscanbot,com I am looking forward to getting that :-)

BUT most of all I loved every minute of it.  My confidence grew and I managed to sell a belt for behind barz as well.  The only one they sold :-)

After over 2 hours a s Lucy it was time to change back - my train was getting close.

I was sad to change - I was very hot sweaty - and loved it..

I felt amazing :-)

What a buzz :-)

P.S. Next day I got corrected by Mistress Deborah for saying that I had seen a cute adult baby girl... and general other bits - OOPS!

Oh yes Mistress does like the spiky paddle ....

Sunday, 8 November 2015

Lucy's a little scared...

I am a creation of Mistress Deborah and slave phil.  I'm not a conventional gurl or sissy. I was created to fill a desire and I have grown because of this. I'm locked and I don't really go out anywhere.  Once I went out in Mistresses car but that's it.  So Friday the 13th November is a big day.  I'm going to sexpo with a sash to help promote behindbarz.co.uk  and the metal belt I'm made to wear.

I'm a little scared so if you see me please say hi.
Lucy x

Thursday, 24 September 2015

It is Lucy captain but not as we know it..

For those of you who don't know the reference [it's Star Trek - just substitute Lucy for Life ;-) ]..

I thought this was a good opening statement.   From the posts on here you will get an idea of what Lucy looks like.  She tends to be a little slutty, she doesn't dress conservatively and she looks very different.  But underneath Lucy is a man - which is me.

Lucy has been my way of being female looking as I know I don't make the best woman.  But being Lucy takes a lot of work [which I don't mind] and isn't something that can happen quickly - and bringing Lucy in this form out would cause lots of issues and possibly put myself and Mistress in danger.

I have had female tendencies I believe for a long time now.  They have been suppressed and Lucy was born by Mistress telling me she likes girls as well.  It was the best excuse ever to bring her to life.  To do something for the one you love and to bring out my girly side as well.

So last weekend Mistress suggested I go out with some girly attire and bits but not as Lucy, as me - but in a Eddie Izzard style - so a smart suit but with heels, gentle makeup and painted nails..

(Lucy not as you know it)

So this was it.  We went out for the night in our local town and I was quite surprised that nobody said anything to me.  It took me a little time to settle down but Mistress loved every minute of it as much as I did.

She told me that we should do this more often and it's now time to bring my girly side forward.  It would still need to be subtle but could be very doable.

I was told to order some new boots - I have - they have kitten heals and Mistress hopes I can wear these frequently.  I have pained my nails - and I am wearing nail varnish to work.

But it is very subtle.  It is french polish ;-)  And I thought that meant something a lot ruder ;-)

Mistress told me last night that I need to start ensuring I am hair free all the time.  And that I will be required to start wearing panties and a bra all the time.  I am very excited by all this.

My cock (I already said Lucy was me !) - is locked in a chastity device and has been now for 12 Days+ and my orgasms are being controlled strictly by Mistress - this was always going to be the case.

So for now Lucy now has 2 views - the family friendly - and the dirty version.

Lots of Hugs
Lucy x

Sunday, 28 June 2015

Lucy gets to go out omg

Well yesterday was an amazing and scary day for Lucy. ..

Mistress Deborah told me earlier in the week that she would like to take Lucy out of the house !! So on Saturday I was told to shave everywhere , I am locked in a full steel belt from behindbarz.co.UK , so I shaved all my legs (love having smooth legs ) and my arms and my chest. Mistress then shaved my back and my bum , I have never felt so smooth :) , going to keep my self shaved now :)

It was a very warm summer day (25c) which for England is warm lol, so getting ready as Lucy was very warm, Lucy's torso is thick silicon but I just love it when Mistress pulls the laces in tight and turns me into Lucy , I had new black lace panties on, and then lovely dress Mistress bought me along with my black patent high heels.

Mistress has a black convertible so she told me to wait in the house until she sounded the horn, the horn went off and I walked down our driveway and out into the full sun. Omg my heart was pounding and it was very hot. I got in the car and off we drove , the first stop was as the top of the road and people walked past and Mistress said they were looking at me, that was scary but also felt nice inside.

We drove about for half an hour the wind blowing my hair in my eyes and mouth, and loving every minute until Mistress found a pub. She put the rough up and told me to wait in the car, I was partly sad that I was sat in the car, but as a good sub I know not to argue and Mistress soon came back with a nice cool drink for me with straws...

We chatted like a couple of teenagers on our first date telling all , and I know now more than ever that chastity, Lucy, and baby is me. I need this control and I have a loving Mistress who can provide me all of this but also the correction I need when I'm naughty.

After the drinks the roof came down and we were off again and I felt more confident. Looking for people looking at me, proud and confident being Lucy. We stopped at our local supermarket and I stayed in the car with the roof up, I was watching and wondering. When I'm Lucy I wonder what it would be like to have the bottom half of Lucy, a penetrable vagina and bigger hips..

When we got home I was told to go upstairs and kneel on the bed. Mistress removed my panties and then placed some lube on my bottom before I could feel her large cock push inside me, I squealed at first and pulled off before Mistress pushed in again. It feels so right and soon Mistress had hold of my steel belt and was pounding me hard , breaking her rythum to change her strokes. I so want to orgasm this way and I'm sure it will happen. I could hear Mistress orgasming through her actions and I love to hear that sound. My hair had fallen off I looked well and truly fucked... I had been.

My least favourite part follows undressing and putting Lucy away. Until next time.
Lucy xx

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Thursday, 31 July 2014

Taking it like a girl...

I have known for a while that I enjoy having my bottom stimulated.  Mistress Deborah takes great delight in playing with me and getting me very worked up.  There is something quite delightful and very naughty about it.  And then there are the butt plugs and especially the locking one...

(This is me with the locking butt plug in place)

The locking one is huge and makes all my nerve endings go mad.  I really can't handle it very long before I am begging for it to be removed, but I know that when It comes out I am more than likely to get a good fucking (they call it pegging) from Mistress Deborah.

Mistress Deborah has a rather large 8inch strap on they we bought from Lovehoney.  It was originally meant for Mistress so that she didn't miss out while she kept me in chastity, but now it seems that Lucy gets it more.

The last time Mistress fucked me I was kneeling on the bed in a lovely latex dress with latex stockings.  Mistress pushed a small butt plug into my mouth and told me to hold it in. And then I felt the pushing of her rather large strap on against my bum, a sharp pain and then the waves of pleasure started.  Each time Mistress pounded me all my skin tingled, and by the time she had finished my legs had turned to jelly.  I know I moan more this way then when I am given the chance to have "normal" sex.  BUT it's at times like this that my head fills with naughty thoughts. 

Lucy has now a fake vagina, it looks really real. It's very shallow so Mistress cannot fuck it, but she can finger it (and so can I!), and this where the next dilemma starts.  I know we could get a better one.  It would have a deeper fake channel that Mistress could fuck - but I don't think I would feel anything - but I still desire it... I want to be in it so bad.  I feel that this would be lucy's chastity device, now there's another thought....

Must dash
Lucy x